Monday, September 22, 2008

Primer: Navigating 4th/5th dimensional reality

The subliminal message that keeps coming to mind is:
“It’s the teaching, not the teacher that is important” ….
….and what you may more easily relate to:
“It’s the message, not the messenger that is important”.

And now for a message from "Through the Veil" of our unconscious.

This message will not make sense to many at first, because not many people are firmly anchored in the 4th or 5th dimensions yet. But you SOON will be, and this message will make ALL the difference in the world for you to understand exactly what that means, and how to successfully navigate...and enjoy it.


Why does it all seem so different?
Simply because it is different; it is very different.
Why do you feel and sense these changes?
Because the changes are upon you. Have been upon you for a considerable time. It is only the collective impact of the changes that now causes them to force their way into your intuitive sensing, your senses.
We have come to you many times and spoken of change have we not. We have warned you of change. We have spoken of the changes yet to come.
We have spoken of how they will affect you, your being-ness, and how you will sustain yourself within your physical environment.
What you have actually achieved is, you have moved out of your previous vibratory existence. You have moved into another level within multiple levels of existence. You are not in the knowing of this.
Are you aware that you not only create and co-create your life; you actually create and co-create other levels of existence? Yes, you actually construct, manufacture, and conjure up another vibratory level of existence that is admirably and adequately suited to the level that you have now moved to.
It is like first creating a small chink of light between levels and you then expand that chink until it becomes a crack and then a doorway and then it opens up to a portal into a whole new level of existence.
Within these levels of existence, within a level of existence within another level of existence, and so on and so forth you create these, you create these for your selves. You create them as a schoolyard, as a school ground, as a learning ground, as your playground, your creative playground.
Levels are not created, constructed, and confined to a specific or certain number. You are aware that everything must continue to grow and expand. Everything, everything from the initial spark from the Creator, from the Creator source, continues to unfold and expand and grow. Everything goes on towards infinity; not an infinity point but to an infinite continuation of unfoldment, of expansion.

Your universe like millions of others continues to expand. There is no limit to this expansion. There will never come a time when it has reached its parameters or its perimeters because it can never be stifled or confined. The unfoldment, that growth, that progress will never cease; cessation will never happen. And so you see as these newer energies, as these changed frequencies impinge upon your planet and everything upon it including you, as these energies impinge upon you, you will all register the effect of those energies in a very different manner.
They will be similar and yet different. Different simply because you are all at different levels of advancement at any one time.
Some are further down the path than others. And so the energy will impinge upon you and you will use that energy, you will actually tailor that energy to fit you in a manner similar to the way that a tailor will manufacture a suit of clothing for you. So too do you take that energy and manufacture a suit-able energy around you that permeates, that drives you, that carries you forward.
You tailor for your self an energy construct, an energy formula, a pattern that is best suited to you at this point in time. Not at a previous point, not at a future point, but at this specific point in time.

Each and every soul incarnate being an individual and sovereign will tailor for themselves a suit of energy to carry them from this mile-marker to the next.

Pathways. Pathways are not singular as in a single pathway that all souls walk and share. Pathways are not horizontally aligned; they do not run horizontally concurrent with each other. Pathways do not run vertically concurrent with another's. Pathways are as multiple, as myriad, and as different, as every soul incarnate at any one particular point in time.
And so you see when we hear you have your discussions regarding your pathways we would like you to understand that pathways do not run in any one direction such as north and south or up-and-down or side to side.
Every pathway is different. Every soul incarnate will walk a different pathway. Every soul incarnate will have a different pathway that is dotted and marked with different experiences. And it will have its mileage markers, its positional pegs, and it will be measured by those lessons and experiences at those points.
Add to that the benefits gained, forward strides taken and clearly marked by those positional pegs.
You are familiar with the fact that some pathways are smooth; some may have patterns of rocks and patterns of hills and valleys because that is the terrain of the pathway that you have created for your self. No one else created it for you. No one else helped or assisted you to create it. You selected it and created it for your self. You chose for your self. You selected the experiences that you would like to have, the lessons that you would like to have; you selected these as opportunities to try out your powers.
You selected all of the up hills and down dales, the wet and dry, the hot and the cold. You selected all of the alternating experiences on your pathway to assist you to remember who and what you really are.
You have to be challenged. You have to be challenged to remember who and what you truly are. You have to be challenged to remember how powerful you truly are. And so you created your own challenges, no one else did except you.
No one else can create the challenge for you because they have nothing to gain. There is no benefit for them unless in conjunction with another soul you have decided conjointly to experience a lesson, to walk that portion of the pathway together.
As you go along the pathway; you grow in stature, stature as in the power, the intensity, the compounding energies, the colours of the energy-being that you are, of the energy suit that you have tailored for your self to carry you to where you are at this portion of your journey. You then continuously and almost imperceptibly at times alter your pathway.
It is like grow and go; you grow as you go, you grow your pathway and then you go again, and then you grow and go some more, and then you grow some new things on your pathway.

When you reach a stage where this energy that you are now, that you be, is no longer suited to this level and is better suited to a higher and finer level, a more sophisticated space, so then you create that space.
You create a small crack, a chink of light, you order it to open, you expand it, and there is your creation. It is a pristine, virgin, space. A pristine, a newly-born reality; and it is yours and yours alone. As a woman gives birth to a child who is by her, of her, through her, it is her child and it always will be. So too is your new space your child because you conceived it, you birthed it, and then you nurture it, you bring it into maturity.
And so now you have just created your new creative playground. It’s your playground, your learning ground, your new ground for experience. It's your ground, it's yours, it's yours alone and nobody else's.
You will inhabit that space. You will enjoy that space because it is eminently suited to not only your level of creativity but also allows for expansion because as your creative powers grow so too does your creative space expand.
And yes, you can look back at other spaces, other realities, other levels of energy. You can look back like looking through a pane of glass and see some of your fellow souls, as well as your brothers and sisters in the flesh; you can look through your window and you can see what they are doing. And they may not join you and you cannot join them and that's why you feel a sense of separateness.
How often do you hear incarnate souls say “we have grown apart”, “we do not socialize together anymore”, “we have different views, different desires, thoughts, and opinions”. Well of course you do because you have grown apart and you are separate but only in the context of differing vibratory levels, different spaces that you now occupy.
There is no such thing as separateness per se because all is one. All is connected to the One. All emanates from the One and will remain in the One.
However you will experience feelings of separateness simply because of the divisions, the invisible line drawn between the energetic spaces and realities.

Whilst you are in your space enjoy it. Do not allow souls from other spaces, other realities, other playgrounds, to influence you or have any effect upon you or your pathway, your choices of lessons and experiences. Leave them. Leave them alone and ask that they leave you alone. Foster friendship with souls walking their pathway in this and other realities but not to the extent that you cannot disentangle your energy from the leaden anchor of the energy of those inhabiting the lower levels of gross materialism and things associated with the solid matter of what you call the third dimension.
Those souls are struggling to rise to your level but go on ahead, go on, enjoy your life and your being-ness, have fun within your creative space; it is your creative playground. So go ahead and play and enjoy yourself. Seek to discover who and what you truly are. Seek is to rediscover your powers. And as you rediscover portions of those powers so too will you rise. So too will you find that the space that you occupy is getting a little cramped, a little restrictive, and that you need a new space once more.
And like a breath of fresh air when you enter the new space that you have created the first thing that you will notice is that everything appears pure, pristine, untouched….. and that is because it is.
It cannot have been previously inhabited because you just created it. You just birthed it. It could not have been used or abused by any other entity because you just created it around your self and for your self. And no one else may enter there unless their energy is entirely compatible with yours and you invite and allow them to enter therein.
And they will not come into that space; they will come into a space similar in energy structure to yours, close to yours. But they will not enter your sovereign space. That is for you and you alone.
And so I say to you have fun children. Have fun: switch on the party lights; let go the party balloons, set off the fireworks.
So dear children have fun: this is your creative playground: so come out to play. There is nothing to fear. Come out to play my dear children!

I do hope that these words that I have spoken this evening have served to open a window for you, a doorway for you to walk through and discover what these creative spaces are really all about. I hope that my words this evening have clarified certain things that you may have pondered and wondered about.
Yes dear souls, be adventurous, become your own explorer which you already are. Know that you are the adventurer, explorer. You are your own magician. You are your own wizard, and my dear friend Merlin stands here beside me and claps at those words and sings his encouragement to you.

It has been a wonderful pleasure to be here with you. Not in your space because your space is reserved for you but in a space that we have created suited to us, to our medium, and to you dear ones.
Thank you and good evening.”

Friday, August 22, 2008


Ishtar Antares

Planet Earth is the last planet in this universe under the occupation of the Dark Forces, the last relic of galactic wars that raged throughout the galaxy for millions of years.

As the Galaxy was being liberated form the grip of the Dark Forces, the Forces of Light have been evolving from a military force created in the urgent need to defend basic liberties of sentient beings towards a harmonious galactic and cosmic society. As beings within the Galactic Confederation have evolved spiritually and made their alignment and union with the Ascended Masters, they have discovered an inner codex that regulates all inter-relationships between beings of Light and their relation towards the Dark Forces and occupied planets. This codex is called the Galactic Codex and represents the legal basis for all actions of the Confederation in this and other galaxies. This Codex is not a rigid set of external laws but a systematized code of inner ethics of all souls of Light that all beings of Light accept with their free will because it reflects their inner truth.

We will now state the Galactic Codex in a form that is understandable to an average awakened being in a human society.

*Section I: The Law of Divine Grace

Each sentient being has an inalienable and unconditional right to positive life experience

To explain Section I we need to understand that suffering and pain have no value in enlightened Galactic society liberated from the influence of Dark Forces and other aspects of cosmic anomaly. To value pain, suffering and sacrifice as a part of the growth experience was a part of the programming from the Dark Forces in order to enslave the population of the occupied planets more easily.

Unconditional positive life experience of every sentient being in the liberated universe is guaranteed from the inner connection of every living being with the Source and strengthened by the power of Ascended Masters over matter which allows them to assist all living beings in their aspirations towards the Source and provide them with necessities of life. Life was never meant to be hard work and struggle but rather a journey of joy and creativity. Different subsections of Section I regulate all life in a liberated universe and all relationships between beings of Light so that conflicts never need to occur. Let us explain the subsections:

*Section I/1:

Each sentient being has an inalienable and unconditional right to physical and spiritual abundance

This subsection guarantees a positive life experience for every being in the liberated universe. The Ascended Masters provide for all necessities of living and for physical and spiritual richness and beauty using the power they have over redeemed matter of the liberated universe.

*Section I/2:
Each sentient being has an inalienable and unconditional right to Ascension

These subsections explains how the Ascended Masters use their advanced understanding of spiritual technology of Ascension and by utilizing the Electric Fire of redemption assist all beings that free-willingly choose Ascension.

*Section I/3:
Each sentient being has an inalienable and unconditional right to merge with other beings in proportion with his/her position in the Soul Family Mandala

This subsection is an instrument of regulation of all relationships inside a Soul Family. It guarantees the merging of beings of opposite polarity (twin souls, soulmates) and alignment of all other beings regardless of their state of development and outer conditions.

*Section I/4:
Each sentient being has an inalienable and unconditional right to all information

This subsection is a guarantee that all beings receive all pieces of information they need to understand their role in the universe, greater perspective of evolution and all other pieces they need for their decisions, growth and well being. All this data is provided by Ascended Masters or other beings that supervise the evolutions of various races and civilizations.

*Section I/5:
Each sentient being has an inalienable and unconditional right to freedom

This subsection provides that every being has an unlimited potential of growth and life experience. Since all beings in the liberated universe create only positivism, their freedom never opposes the freedom of other beings.

*Section II:
The Law of Dividing the Conflicting Parties

Each sentient being has an inalienable and unconditional right to be divided and protected from the negative actions of other sentient beings

This section regulates the conditions in those sections of the universe that have just been liberated from the influence of the Dark Forces but that have not yet been accepted in the Confederation. It requires that the Forces of Light always divide the parties in conflict to protect them from producing mutual harm to each other. Then the Light Forces mediate the conflict until it is resolved. This section is often used to end wars and other armed conflicts.

*Section III: The Law of Balance

Each sentient being that has chosen to live and act against the principles of Galactic Codex and refuses to, or is not able to, accept them now and balance the consequences of the past actions will be taken to the Central Sun, restructured into the basic elemental essence and begin a new cycle of evolution afresh

This section regulates the relations between the Forces of Light and the Forces of Darkness. When defeated, beings that belong to the Forces of Darkness are given the opportunity to accept the Galactic Codex, do the best they can to correct the mistakes they made and to live positively afterwards. If they accept, they are forgiven and join the Confederation. If they are unable or unwilling to accept, they are taken to the Central Sun, their personalities and soul essences are restructured with the Electric Fire and their divine spark begin a new cycle of evolution.

*Section IV: The Law of Intervention
The Galactic Confederation has an inalienable and unconditional right to the intervention in all situations where the Galactic Codex is violated, regardless of the local laws

This section describes the policy of the Light Forces regarding occupied planets. The Confederation reserves the right to intervene in all areas, civilizations, planets or solar systems where the Galactic Codex is violated. It has the right to do so regardless of the position of the local civilizations about this intervention. It always has the right to use all peaceful means of education and regulation. If the critical mass of the Galactic Codex principles is violated, it has the right to use military force. Special cases are planets under direct occupation of the Dark Forces. The Dark Forces usually take the local population hostage to hinder the progress of the Forces of Light. On Earth they threaten with nuclear war if the Light Forces would intervene. This is the main reason why the Light Forces have not yet liberated this planet (and not the so called we-will-not-intervene-because-we-respect-free-will, we-will-just-watch-as-the-suffering-goes-on nonsense). As in any hostage situation, this requires a lot of skilful negotiation and tactical approach. This situation is slowly being resolved and planet Earth will be liberated during the course of our lives.

*Section IV/1:

Each sentient being has an inalienable and unconditional right of calling upon the Galactic Confederation in need and the Galactic Confederation has the right to assist, regardless of local laws

This subsection gives a legal basis for intervention and assistance to all hostages of the Dark Forces. The Forces of Light always do the best they can to assist and improve the living conditions of all sentient beings, even on Earth. The situation on planet Earth just indicates how much more power has the darkness over the Light on this planet. Fortunately, this will change soon.

*Section IV/2:

The Galactic Confederation has an inalienable and unconditional right to the implementation of the Galactic Codex and of conquering the areas of Galactic Codex violation with military force if necessary

This subsection gives a legal basis for the liberation of the occupied planets with military force. The military forces of the Confederation remove the representatives of the Dark Forces and set the hostages free. Then other Confederation forces guide the process of acceptance of the planet into the Confederation by instructing the local population.

Perhaps some humans feel that the Confederation has no right to intervene and that humanity has the right to solve its problems by itself. This is simply not true. Many wars all over the planet and constant abuse of basic human rights have proven that humanity is not capable of handling its own situation. So it is much better that it receives wise guardians to guide it. The Confederation will also replace the current masters of the puppets (Dark Forces) that humanity has invited long ago in Atlantis. Then the Galactic Codex will finally become the universal code of ethics throughout the universe and darkness will be no more.

Thursday, May 15, 2008


The following is a channeling from the Federation of Light concerning Nibiru.
I have validated the claim in my own way and stand by it.

My Dear Ones there are stories circulating amongst you that are producing a wave of fear that could engulf the Earth if it remains unchecked or unchallenged. It revolves around Planet X that is referred to “as coming” towards your Solar System, and is going to cause untold death and destruction. Its arrival is viewed as imminent, and certain countries are alleged to have already started preparations in their defence. A picture is being painted of a Star Wars scenario, which is being encouraged by the dark forces. Can you not see that this is the last bold attempt being made, to undo all of the good work carried out by the Lightworkers? There are forces at work that seek to prevent your ongoing journey to Ascension.

I would ask you, do you really think that we would stand by and allow the path decreed for the end times to be assailed or changed by threats against the people of Earth? We of the Galactic Federation are your protectors, and have been your galactic parents ensuring that you become the Cosmic Beings that are your true destiny. Although we have defined lines of help that limit what would be seen as “interference” in your self determination and freedom of choice, we have responsibility for the greater plan of this Universe. Even if the threat of Planet X were real, it would have been prevented from entering this Solar System. There is the Creator’s Plan for the completion of your journey in duality, and it cannot be changed or usurped by any member of the dark forces.

Let us put your minds at rest, and inform you that Planet X is already in your Solar System, and the reason it has been allowed is because it no longer poses any threat to you or planet Earth. The Annunaki have had a history of presenting themselves as Gods, and leading man into the darkness by playing upon his lower vibrations. That period subsequently led to hundreds of years of conflict right up to the latter part of the last century. However, they were shown how they could help you out of your descent into total destruction, and at the same time settle some of the karmic debts they owed you. After all, the cycle of duality is destined to end by 2012, and with or without their help it would have been achieved. Now they wait hidden away in a location behind the Sun, to return to Earth at an appropriate time to atone for their actions and undo the harm they caused. Let it be said that the vibration upon Earth attracted them in the first place, and they fulfilled Man’s search for the Gods that gave their favours to those who supported them, and cause their “enemies” to be smitten.

There is no longer a need for a violent end time as imagined by those who believe in Armageddon, and whilst it was possible before the end of the last century, that time has passed. The Light has awakened the consciousness of great numbers of you, so much so that you have changed the end time reality. The Supreme God of this Universe does not take sides, and loves each and every one of his/her souls without any judgement whatsoever. You can now lay aside those biblical stories that tell of the false Gods, who have pitted Man against Man. It is also time to leave behind those prophesies that were relevant until Man rose up into the higher consciousness, out of the darkness to create the opportunities that now lead to Ascension.

You may wonder how it is that so many realities exist side by side, and it is because Man has created them with such great energies that they have become powerful thought forms in their own right. You attach yourself to one by choice, and for you it becomes your reality. The dark feed those that serve their purpose, by continuing to play upon your fears. However, you are entering a new era on the path of Light breaking your ties with the past. Now you are clearing your karma and experiencing the great cleansing of Earth, as all preparations are being made that will enable your upliftment, never to return to this cycle of duality.

Times are rapidly changing but people are still sensitive to the negative energies, but they must not be allowed to take you away from the new path of Light you have created. The dark are in their death throes, and are lashing out to create chaos and fear as a last attempt to divert your attention from your goal. You are being subjected to fear laden predictions, and it is essential more than ever before that you stay focussed on the Light. Trust your intuition, and know that your guides come near to you at this important time, and will impress you with the truth if you so allow them. The remaining months of this year are vital to your future, and should herald the first major changes that will ensure your victory over the dark forces. We do not believe for one moment that you will succumb to the attempts being made to entrap you, ones that lead you into believing the lies and misinformation that are meant to take your attention away from the pathway of Light. However, the energies of fear are disrupting and upsetting, that if you are not focussed they can open you up so that you are susceptible to them.

There is a battle between the dark and Light, but you have the advantage of being able to deflect the lower energies by firmly staying in your Love and Light. It is the most powerful force in the Universe, and your help is needed to send it out to those who falter and in their uncertainty become lost in the whirlpool of mixed emotions. Fear as we have often informed you is the weapon of the dark, and they feed upon it to still try and advance their plans for total control of Earth. It will fail and is collapsing, taking its leaders with it and very soon the truth will become more widely known as to how you have been manipulated and used to fulfil their ambitions.

The Earth is beginning to “shake” out the negative energies as it reforms its body, and it is unavoidably necessary. However, we unbeknown to you lessen the effect to keep damage and loss of life to a minimum. Suddenly the more emphatic changes will quieten down, and with First Contact coming near we will be able to interact with you all the more. If necessary we shall temporarily move you to safe areas until the more physical changes are completed. Do not however worry about the souls that are passing on, as they will be treated with great love and tenderness to quickly release the experience of their trauma. They will have no regrets as they learn that they were part of their life contracts. You are immortal and have infinite life, and have spent hundreds of lives on your Earth. In the future you will not have need to experience death such as you understand it now, and you will move from one life to another with complete ease and in full consciousness.

I am Diane of Sirius and open my arms to bring you into our Light and Love, and have spoken to you on behalf of the Galactic Federation and the Spiritual Councils that oversee your evolution. They determine your path, so as to ensure its completion in accord with the greater plan of the Creator. Ride through the next few months with your eyes focussed on the outcome, as out of the apparent chaos will come opportunities to leave the old behind, and bring the new into being. Believe in your highest concepts, and become that great Being of Light you really are and always have been and you will be contributing to the upliftment of Earth.

There is nothing to fear, and your evolutionary path is opening up for you. Soon the dark will be forced to give up its hold upon you, and then you shall see the Light in all its glory. This period of confusion will quickly pass, to allow a great coming together of the people of Earth in complete unity and purpose. You have strived long for this time, and now you will see the final acts played out as the dark forces are removed, and their influence no longer able to harm you. The energy of Love now pervades the Earth, and you are those who will ensure it is safely grounded. We are with you all of the way, and our help is at your call and beckoning. We Are All One for Evermore.

Thank you, Diane.

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Message to Humanity-from Ashtar Command

Message from Ashtar to humanity.
Through Mark Stearn.
23rd April, 2008.
Greetings dearest friends,
It appears to have been much time since I have spoken. But what is time anyway? Greetings from a new vibration. I have gone through an initiation since we have spoken last as have many of your friends that was required of us if we were to continue working with you. The question thrown up on earth was how accurate is spirit and how are they actually serving humanity? This question came up at council meetings all over the cosmos and a new decree was issued from prime central sun that stated that it was necessary to in fact take a class and spend some time upgrading our vibration. We take working with you very seriously, well not too seriously we hope but we do wish to be of the utmost service in any way we can.
We do not wish our words to be interpreted out of context and so from this point on we wish to take a new tack in working with you and this is to place far more emphasis on working for yourselves with what we provide. Information given forth is not to be simply cast aside but indeed to be considered carefully for someone has taken the time to sit down and write. Anyway enough and to business. As I have said I greet you from a new vibration and from a new consciousness, the one who is already incarnate from the new earth that you so carefully now approach.
It is a time of preparation on your planet. New Earth is prepared to meet you at any time. Her form is crystalline. Much new crystal creation is at hand. It is a constant process of assessing where your planet is at and what is needed the most. Much of the transmutation work has been done at this point. What is required now is a shift in consciousness to catapult you beyond where you have gone before. You have reached a point where there is no returning to the old. What has been done before has been washed away.
Your planet is cleaning house like never before. With the new crystal upgrades she is being provided with she can repair her form like never before. You are currently in a number of spin cycles. These spin cycles cause an upsurge in your planet’s electromagnetic vibrations and redefine what is actually occurring so quickly now on your earth. Earth is being redefined from the core outwards. All change begins from the centre of earth and filters out around her form. The Earth is never the same from one end of the day to the next.
You will know when you are to truly move house in your conscious mind. There will be an unmistakable air of newness that can be clearly felt and the planet will have reached her zero point that will require a serious burst of energy for her to maintain her space. This space is already been prepared. You are approaching a time of no time. It is an exciting time to be alive. That is all for now. I will speak again presently.
I am your friend,

Friday, April 25, 2008


You have been telling the people that this is the
Eleventh Hour. Now you must go back and tell the
people that this is the Hour.
And there are things to be considered:
Where are you living?
What are you doing?
What are your relationships?
Are you in right relation?
Where is your water?
Know your garden.
It is time to speak your Truth.
Create your community.
Be good to each other.
And do not look outside
yourself for the leader.
This could be a good time!
There is a river flowing now very fast.
It is so great and swift that there are
those who will be afraid.
They will try to hold on to the shore.
They will feel they are being torn apart,
and they will suffer greatly.
Know the river has its destination.
The elders say we must let go of the shore,
push off into the middle of The river,
keep our eyes open,
and our heads above the water.
See who is in there with you and celebrate.
At this time in history, we are to take nothing
personally. Least of all, ourselves.
For the moment that we do, our spiritual growth and
journey comes to a halt.
The time of the lone wolf is over.
Gather yourselves!
Banish the word STRUGGLE;
from your attitude and your vocabulary.
All that we do now must be done in a sacred manner
and in celebration.
We are the ones we've been waiting for.
The Elders - Oraibi, Arizona

A Glimpse into Eternity

From the newsletter "A Call To Arms"
Recorded by Sister Thedra (1900-1992)
Source; The Association of Sananda and Sanat Kumara

The Star Maker

A Glimpse into Eternity

The Star Maker-A Glimpse into Eternity

I AM, and because I AM you ARE. I have ALWAYS BEEN and I shall ever BE, for I am without beginning without end. I am Life itself, for I am the very Source of all that IS. I brought forth all life within me, and I sustain all life and every instant that exists. Nothing can exist outside of Me, for I am the Source, the FIRST CAUSE behind all that IS. Great beings who are Creators in their own right, who have their existence in dimensions of life that are presently beyond your ability to conceive, have brought forth worlds, whole universes of matter...they have populated them with young Souls like yourselves which have come forth from the very substance of that which I AM...Yet ALL have their Being within Me, for I Am the one and only First Cause.

Nothing can exist outside of Life, therefore nothing can exist outside of Me, for I am the very Source of Life itself. There exist, within the vast dimension of the cosmos, beings beyond count...from Great Beings of infinite power whose very thoughts sustain whole universes of matter, to young Souls like yourselves who are just beginning to awaken to their Oneness with Life itself...yet ALL have their being within Me, and because I AM you ARE. I was never created...I am the FIRST CAUSE. I AM THAT I AM, the Source of all that IS, WAS, and all that shall ever BE.

Your book of Genesis reads:

...In the beginning, God created the Heave and the Earth

...And the Earth was without form, and void and darkness was upon the face of the deep...

....And God said, Let there be Light, and there was Light.

...And God saw the Light, that it was good.... and God divided the Light from the darkness.


That was in the beginning.

God said let there be Light, and there was Living Light...there was "Life"...and it was set apart from the darkness, for it was Light! That was the beginning....but it was only your beginning, it was not mine...for I have Always Been, and I shall ever Be. So ask yourself...what WAS before the beginning, when void and darkness were upon the face of the deep? Did life exist?

I existed, for I have Always Been, and shall ever Be. I was never created, for I AM the First Cause. The beginning, as you think of it, was only the beginning of time as you know it, for I am eternal. You calculate life in years, but Life itself is eternal, for I AM beyond time. The vast unfathomable cycles of time are but fleeting seconds to me, for I am the eternal NOW. To perceive Me you must go beyond time and glimpse the Eternal Now.

In your present embodiment you are 20, 40, 60, 80, maybe even 100 years old-your recorded history goes back 4000 - 5000 years - you are told that early man appeared 2 - 3 million years ago - you are told that the Earth is 4 billion years old- you are told that the universe of matter is 16 billion years old---but where did that matter come from? What existed before that? What existed 20 billions years ago? 100 billions years ago? A trillion aeons ago? Did Life exist?

I existed, for I AM, without beginning, without end. I am the Source of all that has EVER existed, and all that will ever BE. Nothing can exist outside of Me, for I am the First Cause, the One and only Source of all that is, was or ever shall be. All life exist within Me, for I am the Source of all life itself.

You exist because you are a part of exist within Me...for there is only ONE Source. There is only ONE. Look to the very center of all that you are and you will find Me there, for I am Life itself, the First Cause of all that IS. Apart from me there is only darkness and void, for I am the Source of Light which is Life itself. Step outside of time and look into eternity and you will see only Me, for I am eternity itself. Even Eternity does not exist outside of Me, for eternity is an expression of all that I AM.

Did I exist a trillion aeons ago...a trillion times a trillion? Yes...yet I only exist NOW. In me there is only NOW. Time as you know it is only an illusion, a concept...I am Life itself...I am Living Light. I AM...I have always been and shall ever BE.

If you let go of your attachment to your limited Identity of "self" and see yourself as part of Me, in each and every moment, you will then come to live in the here and now, which I AM. Today you say, tomorrow is coming...yesterday you said this would be tomorrow...but each time you said it you were here NOW. You can only exist here and NOW. Life is only experienced here now, for Life is ever in the present. Life does not exist yesterday or tomorrow, for it ever present, here NOW.

Does the past exist? where is me! Does tomorrow exist? Where is it...does it live? Yesterday and tomorrow hold no life, for they are only memories and concepts in your thinking...for Life is ever present, and ever shall be. Events may pass or events may be in the future, but events are not life, they are only the circumstances of life...they are not life. Life is ever present, and ever shall it be - for I am ever present, and ever shall I be.

So if I am ever present and only "time" had a beginning, then when did Life begin? Genesis tells you that in the beginning God created the heavens and the Earth, but did he also create Life? When did Life begin? Did Life exist a trillion aeons ago? Yes, life existed a trillion aeons ago, yet it was the same life as the present...continuously present.

If you let go of your concepts of time you will see that before the beginning of "time"I existed...other beings existed also, for they too were beyond time, in the eternal present. Yet they existed only because I exist, they existed within Me, for I have always been and shall ever be the First Cause behind existence itself. When you truly perceive Me within Eternity, then you will also perceive Me here within all that you ARE, for I am ever present. And when you truly perceive Me Here and Now, you will also be looking into Eternity, without beginning, without end. Creation changes, yet I change not. For I am eternally the same, for I AM ever the First Cause of all that IS.

You know life in this instant because you ARE of the substance of that which I AM. You are part of Me, for there is only ONE. You are Light, and I have set you apart from the darkness, for you are Light. You do not yet realize it, for you are asleep in flesh, believing you are flesh. But you are not flesh. You are Spirit, you are Living Light, for you are of Me and I am not flesh, yet all flesh exists within Me, just as you exists within Me.

You as an individual identity, did not exist a trillion aeons ago, yet that which you ARE existed, for you are of Me, and I have always been. A trillion aeons ago is but a moment for Me, for I am eternally her NOW. I am the ETERNAL NOW, for I am Life, and Life is ever present and ever shall it be. I created time for you, yet I am beyond time...I am always present.

Man searches for Me in the past, in persons of the past, in beliefs and in writings from his past...yet I do not exist in the past, I am eternally present, even as Life. When man lets go of the past and seeks Me as I AM in the present, at the center of all he IS, he shall find Me ever present.

So what existed before this present cycle of "time" was created? Being flesh, and viewing Life within limited concepts of flesh, it is impossible for you to see that which is the eternal order, the Grand Cycles of Life, so I will put it into a concept that might met you glimpse a random possibility.

Stretch you minds a little and ask yourself what was Life before your present those vast incomprehensible cycles so long past that whole universes have been created, served their purpose, and have turned to the dust from whence they came?

Well perhaps...and just a cycle that is so far distant, so long past in cosmic time that it is beyond anything that you could probably comprehend...that a fragment of that which I AM, this very fragment which now speaks to you, was then as you are now....a young Soul just beginning its journey, thinking itself separate from all else, not yet aware of the First Cause, and not yet aware of its own Oneness within ALL THAT IS. Perhaps it too may have evolved upward through various forms, though infinitely different from that which you now know. Perhaps it went through its early experiences of separation, until it came to realize that it was more than realized it was Spirit. Perhaps it went beyond form and became a spirit, and thereafter dwelt within those higher spirit planes as it grew into greater and yet greater realization of the infinite vastness of Life itself.

Perhaps for countless cycles it existed as a spirit, wherein it grew in awareness, grew to reflect greater and greater Light. Then, as the vast cosmic cycles continued on in their endless journey, it grew in spirit into even greater understanding of that which it transcended even the lofty planes of spirit and came to realize that it was more than a spirit, it was a living was pure Light, a living fragment of the very Source was Living Light.

Perhaps it finally went beyond that spirit planes, moving into greater and yet greater dimensions of life, where awareness expands to include whole regions of the cosmos, which included not only the myriad of spirit planes associated with each planet, but the higher dimensions of life beyond all planets, beyond all form. Perhaps it dwelt within those greater dimensions beyond all matter, beyond all form, as it perceived yet greater and vaster expressions which lay yet above it, greater dimensions to explore and to experience as Life ever unfolded in its majestic plan.

Perhaps through untold cycles it moved ever upward through cycles so vast and ancient as to seem comparable with eternity itself, yet ever upwards in ever greater experiences and expressions of Life. Perhaps it finally came to know the very essence and magnitude of creation itself, and therein participated in creation...wherein it came to realize that it could create nothing outside of itself, for there exist only ONE, and it was part of that ONE.

Perhaps through these eternal cycles it finally transcended all need for individuality. It let go of individuality and allowed all that it was to flow back into the First Cause, the Source of all that it was...the mystery of mysteries, the unknowable, unfathomable First Cause, wherein there is only ONE...which now included the sum total of all that it had ever been and known, on all planes and in all dimensions it had passed through on its return to the God-head. The drop of water had merged back into the Ocean from which it came, yet it added to that Ocean all that it had become in its journey.

Perhaps countless cycles again came and went wherein it was simply ONE with the very Source from where it had come. It was without form or individuality, yet it somehow still was...for it had finally awakened as the First Cause itself. Perhaps it thought that this was the end, the ultimate climax to Life's grand expression.

Ah, but not so! That was but one of the Grand Cycles of Life. A new cycle was to began, and it was to come to know this as just the beginning.


..."In the beginning, "Source" breathed forth a thought of pure Light (as a Being), which we the awakened ones know as "Father". First the thought, second the stirring within the Father/Mother womb or Matrix. These did not have bodies of dense matter, they were pure Light, yet with all of the attribute of the ALL, the "Source". The had the mind of their Source, and also the endowment of the Source, such as the Power to create by Thought"...

The Star Maker-A Glimpse into Eternity (Part 2)

The whole process which it had known was simply one of an endless number of Grand Cycles...the out-breath and the in-breath of the First Cause. Each out-breath is send forth by "Thought", which begins and ends all movement. The Thought is the pattern as the Breath of Life moved out into the Cosmos, out into those regions where only darkness and void were on the face of the deep. Therein after many cycles, a universe of Star systems, of Suns and Worlds come into being, including the countless planes of spirit....all brought into manifestation by the Thought. When the entire universe of matter has actualized into manifestation according to the Thought sent forth...and as that cycle of the out-breath neared its completion and all was ready, a group of young Souls, which included the very fragment which now speaks to you, went forth into that creation to begin its development. It went outward and after numerous smaller cycles finally took on form, though not flesh as you know it. With each new cycle it developed upward, each time developing greater and ever greater awareness of itself.

When the Thought had manifested to the very last detail, bringing forth creation as it was to be within that place, including the Souls that were to inhabit it, then the out-breath ceased and the in-breath began...the in-breath, when all Souls within that creation would began their journey back towards their unity with the God-head.

Thus did this fragment which now speaks to you began its journey in ages long past. And within the in-breath of that Grand Cycle it would reach the maturity of that cycle and returned to the God-head from which it went forth. Know that there are cycles within cycles, countless smaller cycles that exist within greater cycles...and countless greater cycles within each and every Grand Cycle. With the final completion of each Grand Cycle there is a cycle of rest within the cosmos, yet it too ends and a new cycle begins. A new cycle for all those who had completed their return within the previous Grand Cycle.

I, who now speaks to you, was that fragment...and as that fragment I returned to the God-head from which I had come. Yet, I was to go outward into creation once again within the next out-breath...yet this time it would be My Thought which would pattern it. As ONE with the Source, it would be I who would send forth the Thought which would manifest within that out-breath...wherein an entire universe would become my "form", and the billions of new Souls which would inhabit it would express my "individuality".

We would be ONE, just as I am ONE with He/She who sent me forth. The breath of Life would once again go out from the First Cause, sent forth by my thought, into a region within the eternal expanse of space, wherein "darkness and void were upon the face of the deep". I would say: "Let there be Light, and there would be Light." I would see the Light, and see that it was good...and I would divided the Light from the darkness...

There I would bring forth planets, Galaxies, and Star Systems., and I would be the "Father" of your creation, just as another had been mine...yet in truth there exists only ONE, the one and only First Cause wherein we all have our being. I would create a cycle of time and a plan for the unfoldment for all young Souls conceived therein. The Angelic Orders, who are of Light Substance, with no will of their own but to serve the Source of all Light, would guide and assist in the great over-all plan. I would be the Father behind the out-breath, the Thought behind the creation...yet it would be vastly different from all that had come before, for Life never repeats itself, and never will.

Perhaps...and just perhaps...a trillion aeons ago I sought to know The Starmaker, only to become The Starmaker...wherein I not only created Stars, but a universe full of potential Starmakers. And so it would go...on into Eternity...Worlds without end.

Foolish you say? Surely, as a lowly being seeking for understanding you will never become a Starmaker. Look around yourself! Look at Life as it ever moves forward. Life never stagnates or stands still. So where would you have it stop? At what point would you say: "I am finally there...I have reached the totality of my expression, of all that I can ever be. This is my highest expression, therefore I will remain here forever, without change". Wherein do you see Life without change?

Too, look around yourself. Does the First Cause produce each and every new generation? Does not the present generation of trees produce the seeds for the next, and does not each generation produce more beautiful blossoms, with sweeter fruit which contains the seed for the next generation? Are you not greater than the trees?

Did not the past generation of human beings bring forth this generation of children, and will not the present generation of children grow to maturity and bring forth the next generation? As above so below. Children are brought forth by parents...parents by grand parents...grand parents by great grand parents...As Above So Below! So too did the past Starmakers create the present Starmakers. So too do the present Starmakers now create future Starmakers...and so it would go...Worlds Without End.

With each new out-breath Souls would go outward into manifestation, to experience ever greater aspects of creation...and with each new in-breath that which went out would return to its Source, yet vastly greater than when they went forth, in an endless expression of Life, ever upward. With each new Out-breath would come forth new expressions, yet each one as individuality unique as the individual fragment which sent it forth in the beginning. Each vast and incomprehensible cycle creating billions of potential Starmakers, wherein Life would express itself in an endless array...Worlds Without End!

For you on your world this is the great change spoken about. Within your lifetime you will experience the cessation of the out-breath and the beginning of the in-breath, beginning your journey back towards the God-head. The magnitude of this change is presently beyond your comprehension, but soon you will know. Those of you who so choose to step forth from the darkness which now clouds your vision, into a Light so glorious that it is beyond your ability to comprehend presently. That Light will dispel all darkness and you will KNOW that your journey homeward has begun.

Realize, that it is a very long journey, this return long in fact that whole Star Systems shall return to the dust from which they came. Yet when that Light breaks through the darkness of your present lives, the Light which is now beyond all comprehension will fill your every breath with joy. It will accompany you forever afterward, and you will soon find that the greatest joy will be in the very journey itself. Be glad...for as sure as the sun will rise on the morrow, this great change is coming.

If you have now begun to see that which I have said, you might ask: "But a trillion aeons hence, what of the next out-breath? When My Sons and Daughters are as I am now...what will I be? What will that next cycle hold as My expression?

I can not say, for I am here now, just as I AM. But Eternity! Oh, wonder of wonders! Life IS Eternal! It has ALWAYS BEEN and will EVER BE...for there exists that mystery of mysteries, the First Cause behind all that IS.

As for those eternal cycles beyond creation....they are known only to those who have gone through them in eternity past. They are presently incomprehensible to Me, even as the First Cause is ever beyond all comprehension, even to them...for it simply IS the unfathomable Cause behind all That IS...without beginning....without end.

Oh Wonders of Wonders...Oh Glory of Glories...Mystery of mysteries! Life is Eternal. Life just IS...and EVER SHALL IT BE SO!

- END -

Friday, March 28, 2008

2012 in relation to the matrix programming

This is a random chance of synchronicity that I bumped into somehow today. I thought it was quite apt, altho the part about the ET's is only correct in regards to there is a good side as well.
Author Unknown->

Self-determination, and the ability to decide the matters that affect one's life without interference, are basic things that any life form would want from its creator.

Beginning in October 1998, whenever I looked at a watch, clock, or any digital counter, it read either 1:11 or 11:11. And, as November 11 drew closer, so did the frequency of seeing the numbers. It got to a point that I actually thought I was going to die on that day. Though my fear was irrational, the repeating numbers were heralding a very special day in my life. On November 11, our cosmic computer programmers gave me a gift: the gift of enlightenment, the ability to see clearly. What I saw was the future. What I was told involved our sovereignty.

There comes a time when a sentient life form in a three-dimensional reality reaches the end of one level of reality and the beginning of the next. Our species appears to be at that plateau now. But before a life form can transcend to the next level, there is a test. The test involves a sentient life form's right to self-determination. The right of sovereignty is the right to freely make the decisions that affect its own existence, rather than having another intelligence make them. The right of non-interference has to be deserved. The life form must prove that it has earned that right. The weaning process is over. Pass the test and the life form attains sovereignty and can go through the cosmic portal to the next level. Fail, and the life form is terminated. "Computer! End program."

The test can take many forms, but we need only be concerned with our own. There are messages and metaphors that tell us what we can expect. They are there to guide us and we need to understand and translate them. There are also certain rules. Our species has free will. Free will involves the ability to make intelligent choices. Intelligent choices involve information.

So the first rule is that we have the right to know what is about to happen. We have the right to be informed and the information cannot be withheld from us. But there is a caveat. The information can be disseminated in any form, at any time, but to only a few people. The messenger is frequently tainted, so that the message will not be believed. This is the case whether the story appears in the National Inquirer, a grade B doomsday flick, a ridiculous scenario, or a hoaxed video or photograph. But they are all still messages for us. On one level, the truth or falsity is irrelevant. What is important is the fact that there is information. There is a message. We must learn how to interpret these messages. Everything has been orchestrated for our test. But what is our test about?

We have read about it in the Bible. We have seen it portrayed in movies and TV. It has been mentioned in books and songs. It has been prophesied and predicted. It is referred to as the "final conflict" or "final battle and the conflict of "good versus evil." It appears that we have chosen the Armageddon theme as the backdrop for our test. In this test, the antichrist takes the form of a benevolent extraterrestrial with magical technology, which promises to save us from whatever catastrophe of the time: if we give up our power to it.

The test involves both our collective rights as a species and, more importantly, our individual inner quest to retain our power and not continually yield it to other people and other things. The test will be conducted both externally, on the surface of the planet, and internally within each of us. We must first win the conflict within ourselves before we can win the conflict on the surface. The external conflict is a projection of our internal conflict.

The most important rule of our test is that we can only relinquish our power voluntarily. The rule states that it cannot be taken forcibly from us. The metaphor for this rule can be found in a defendant's confession. The police cannot force a defendant to confess, for if they obtain it by forcible compulsion, it will not be admissible in court. But the law allows the police to trick a defendant into confessing by lying about his fingerprints being on the gun, false promises of leniency, or that his accomplice has implicated him when he hasn't.

The test will begin soon. We are being programmed to believe in technologically advanced extraterrestrials. First contact will occur when we are most vulnerable, during a war, famine, plague, natural disaster, or something similar. There will be an offer to help. If we voluntarily give up our power to the "extraterrestrial," whether via lies or tricks, we will fail the test and be destroyed. We must see through the illusion, overcome our fears, and maintain our sovereignty. We must learn from the past. We have given our power of self-determination to the government through the elective process and they have controlled us. We have been warned of the consequences of such action.

We will need to state very clearly: "Thank you, but we can take care of our own problems." If we can do that, we will have retained our power and with it the ability to self-determine. More importantly, a new computer program will begin, unlike any we could have ever imagined. The program is already downloading. All we have to do is pass the test, then it will be switched on. Tentative date: the winter solstice of 2012.

I was also told on November 11, that there is a group on this planet that went through this test before at other times, on other places, and with other sentient life forms. We decided to come here now for this particular reason. We have been programmed to awaken at preselected times based upon preselected events. Mine was 11:11. Each of us has certain information that we all need to help our species pass this test. It is now time for this group to awaken and come together. I do not know who this group is. I suspect that it is not a coincidence that you are reading this now. I suspect that there are no coincidences, just synchronistic events of an overall plan. It is time to integrate our inner conflict. It is time to let go of fear and practice forgiveness. It is time for unconditional acceptance and a joining of our species.

The test is about to begin. Will you be ready?

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Blazing new trails

What is the purpose of exploring a new path? It is to experience a moment, a purpose or even perhaps a lifetime that is greater than what is available in the current reality or experience. It is to be in choice regarding one's reality and experience. When one desires to move beyond a certain threshold, a creative act called desire invites energy to participate and interact in new and different ways.

Friday, March 21, 2008

Resignation of Top Admiral Fallon due not over Iran?..UFO'S

It appears that the smear campaign over Admiral Fallon was not over his disapproval over "Iran" as the MSM like to put it. More like there may have been a rift between his pushing for full disclosure to the public instead...

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Friday, March 7, 2008

Evidence of Nibiru Being Removed From Web!

The following images were quickly recovered before all traces of it were finally removed. A user on Liveleak posted this yesterday, and it was quickly removed for "violation of terms or copyright."

These were his own images.

You be the Judge.

Visual Proof Of Nibiru in the U.S.A

These Picture's were taken in the last week of Feb 08 and Today 3/5/08, I assure you nothing is altered and The object is NOT the moon or a star, it is definitely a planet

Ex CNN Science Producer Speaks Out, Nibiru is coming!

Shows how the approach of Planet X is already changing our world. Produced and hosted by Marshall Masters, a former CNN science feature field producer, this program offers a straightforward view of this coming human event. As the co-author and publisher of Planet X Forecast and 2012 Survival Guide, Marshall believes that 2012 will be a survivable, evolutionary event.

Scientific proof of telekinesis, channeling & the ascension

I just came upon quite an interesting read as I'll ever get into. Pretty surprising considering more than half of it is theoretical mathematics equations that pretty much sum up scientifically just how mind (mental) powers are interacting with not only matter, but also on the spiritual/ethereal/astral/virtual/galactic planes. Also pretty much breaks down the hierarchal levels of universal consciousness. All in all, bout the most scientific proof a skeptic could ask for, especially when in relation to channeling and the ascension. Pick up a pencil and do the math yourself. It's real folks. Don't believe me? Like I said, read this 80 page report, fresh from the presses over at Los Alamos National Laboratories. Home to the A bomb and deep underground military bases that stretch the whole world.

Check out this choice selection from page 54:
We put forward a conjecture, that even teleportation or spatial exchange of
macroscopic number of coherent atoms between very remote regions of the Universe
possible via coherent Psi-channels. If this consequence of our theory will be
confirmed, we get a new crucial method of the instant inter-stars propulsion.

Thursday, March 6, 2008

Symptoms of Vibratorial Flu (Spiritual Awakening )

Many people around the world lately, including me have all reported similar symptoms of a mysterious ailment. I thought on several occasions I was having a heart attack even. The grand reality of it really was something more severe. Onset of "Vibratorial Flu."
Precursor signs show that our DNA is being changed at a phenominal rate to a 12 strand helix. This extra "download" of genetic info is happening to everyone all at the same time. Does this have something to do with 2012?
If you got this far, you already know why.
If you don't, maybe you should further peruse my blog and see why.

Symptoms of Spiritual Awakening

1. Changing sleep patterns: restlessness, hot feet, waking up two or
three times a night. Feeling tired after you wake up and sleepy off
and on during the day. There is something called the Triad Sleep
Pattern that occurs for many: you sleep for about 2-3 hours, wake up,
go back to sleep for another couple of hours, wake again, and go back
to sleep again. For others, the sleep requirements have changed. You
can get by on less sleep. Lately I have been experiencing huge waves
of energy running into my body from the crown. It feels good, but it
keeps me awake for a long time, then subsides. Advice: Get used to it.
Make peace with it and don't worry about getting enough sleep (which
often causes more insomnia). You will be able to make it through the
day if you hold thoughts of getting just what you need. You can also
request your Higher Power to give you a break now and then and give
you a good, deep night's sleep. If you can't go back to sleep right
away, use the waking moments to meditate, read poetry, write in your
journal or look at the moon. Your body will adjust to the new pattern.

2. Activity at the crown of the head: Tingling, itching, prickly,
crawling sensations along the scalp and/or down the spine. A sense of
energy vibrating on top of the head, as if energy is erupting from the
head in a shower. Also the sensation of energy pouring in through the
crown, described as "sprinkles". This may also be experienced as
pressure on the crown, as if someone is pushing his/her finger into
the center of your head. As I mentioned in #1, I have been
experiencing huge downloads of energy through the crown. In the past,
I have felt more generalized pressure, as if my head is in a gentle
vise. One man related that his hair stood on end and his body was
covered with goosebumps. Advice: This is nothing to be alarmed about.
What you are experiencing is an opening of the crown chakra. The
sensations mean that you are opening up to receive divine energy.

3. Sudden waves of emotion. Crying at the drop of a hat. Feeling
suddenly angry or sad with little provocation. Or inexplicably
depressed. Then very happy. Emotional roller coaster. There is often a
pressure or sense of emotions congested in the heart chakra (the
middle of the chest). This is not to be confused with the heart, which
is located to the left of the heart chakra. Advice: Accept your
feelings as they come up and let them go. Go directly to your heart
chakra and feel the emotion. Expand it outward to your all your fields
and breathe deeply from the belly all the way up to your upper chest.
Just feel the feeling and let it evaporate on its own. Don't direct
the emotions at anyone. You are cleaning out your past. If you want
some help with this, say out loud that you intend to release all these
old issues and ask your Higher Power to help you. You can also ask
Grace Elohim to help you release with ease and gentleness. Be grateful
that your body is releasing these emotions and not holding onto them
inside where they can do harm. One source suggests that depression is
linked to letting go of relationships to people, work, etc. that no
longer match us and our frequencies. When we feel guilty about letting
go of these relationships, depression helps us medicate that pain.

4. Old "stuff" seems to be coming up, as described above, and the
people with whom you need to work it out (or their clones) appear in
your life. Completion issues. Or perhaps you need to work through
issues of self-worth, abundance, creativity, addictions, etc. The
resources or people you need to help you move through these issues
start to appear. Advice: Same as #3. Additionally, don't get too
involved in analyzing these issues. Examining them too much will
simply cycle you back through them over and over again at deeper and
deeper levels. Get professional help if you need to and walk through
it. Do not try to avoid them or disassociate yourself from them.
Embrace whatever comes up and thank it for helping you move ahead.
Thank your Higher Power for giving you the opportunity to release
these issues. Remember, you don't want these issues to stay stuck in
your body.

5. Changes in weight. The weight gain in the US population is
phenomenal. Other people may be losing weight. We often gain weight
because many fears we have suppressed are now coming up to the surface
to be healed. We react by building up a defense. We also attempt to
ground ourselves or provide bulk against increasing frequencies in our
bodies. Advice: Don't freak out, but just accept it as a symptom of
where you are right now. You will release/gain the weight when all
your fears have been integrated. Release your anxiety about this. Then
you might find it easier to lose/gain the weight eventually. Exercise.
Before eating, try this: Sit at the table with an attractive place
setting. Light a candle. Enjoy how the food looks. Place your dominant
hand over your heart and bless the food. Tell your body that you are
going to use the food to richly nourish it, but that you are not going
to use the food to fulfill your emotional hungers. Then pass your hand
from left to right over the food and bless it. You may notice that the
food feels warm to your hand even if the food is cold-- I like to
think that the food is good for me when it feels warm and nourishing
to my hand. I have also noticed that when I practice blessing the
food, I don't eat as much. It is important not to let yourself off the
hook when you forget to bless the food before you eat. If I've
forgotten and I've nearly finished eating, I bless the food anyway.
That way I don't slip out of the habit. Another thing you can do is to
stay present while eating -- don't watch TV or read. Heartily enjoy
what blessings are before you.

6. Changes in eating habits: Strange cravings and odd food choices.
Some find they are not as hungry as they used to be. Or hungrier.
Advice: Don't deny what your body tells you it needs. If you are not
sure, you might try muscle-testing before you chose a food to see if
it's what your body wants. Also try blessing the food as described in

7. Food intolerances, allergies you never had before: As you grow more
spiritual, you are more sensitive to everything around you. Your body
will tell you what it can no longer tolerate, as if it, too, is
sloughing off what doesn't serve it anymore. You might be cleansing
yourself of toxins. Some people find they often have a white residue
in their mouth, much like that of runners at the end of a race.
Advice: An acupuncturist told me that this film can be removed by
sloshing 2 tablespoons of cold-pressed olive oil in your mouth for
10-15 minutes (don't swallow, whatever you do), then spitting it out
into the toilet -- not the sink, for you just removed toxins from your
body and don't want them in the sink. Brush your teeth and do the
same. Then clean your brush. (Sorry this is yukky, but it works.)

8. Amplification of the senses. Increased sensitivity. 8a. Sight:
Blurry vision, shimmering objects, seeing glittery particles, auras
around people, plants, animals, and objects. Some report seeing
formerly opaque objects as transparent. When you close your eyes, you
no longer see darkness, but redness. You may also see geometric shapes
or brilliant colors and pictures when eyes are closed. Colors appear
more vivid -- the sky might look teal or the grass an amazing green.
Often I see grids running across the ground. As you become more
sensitive, you may see shapes or outlines in the air, especially when
the room is almost dark. When your eyes are open or closed, you may
see white shapes in your peripheral vision (these are your guides).
Advice: Your vision is changing in many ways -- you are experiencing
new ways of seeing. Be patient. Whatever you do, do not be afraid.
Hazy vision maybe relieved by yawning. 8b. Hearing: Increased or
decreased hearing. I once thought I would have to pull off the road
because of the painfully amplified sound of my tires on the freeway.
Other symptoms are hearing white noise in the head, beeps, tones,
music or electronic patterns. Some hear water rushing, bees buzzing,
whooshing, roaring or ringing. Others have what is called audio
dyslexia-- you can't always make out what people are saying, as if you
can no longer translate your own language. Some hear strange voices in
their dreams, as if someone is hovering near them. You can either ask
the presence(s) to leave or ask Archangel Michael to take care of the
situation. Again, there is nothing to fear. Advice: Surrender to it.
Let it come through. Listen. Your ears are adjusting to new
frequencies. 8c. Enhanced senses of smell, touch, and/or taste. I
notice I can now smell and taste chemical additives in some foods in a
rather unpleasant manner. Other food may taste absolutely wonderful.
For some people, these enhancements are both delightful and
distracting. You might even smell the fragrance of flowers now and
then. Many of the mystics did. Enjoy it.

9. Skin eruptions: Rashes, bumps, acne, hives, and shingles. Anger
produces outbreaks around the mouth and chin. I had a dermatitis on my
extremities for several months that accompanied healing an episode
from my past. When I had worked through most of the issue, the
condition was released. Advice: You may be sloughing off toxins and
bringing emotions to the surface. When there is an issue to be
released and you are trying to repress it, your skin will express the
issue for you until you process the emotions. Work through your

10. Episodes of intense energy which make you want to leap out of bed
and into action. Followed by periods of lethargy and fatigue. The
fatigue usually follows great shifts. This is a time of integration,
so give into it. Advice: Roll with the nature of the energy. Don't
fight it. Be gentle with yourself. Take naps if you are tired. Write
your novel if you are too energized to sleep. Take advantage of the
type of energy.

11. Changes in prayer or meditation. Not feeling the same sensations
as before. Not having the same experience of being in contact with
Spirit. Difficulty in focusing. Advice: You may be in more instant and
constant communion with Spirit now and the sensation may therefore be
altered. You will adapt to this new feeling. You are actually thinking
and acting in partnership with Spirit most of the time now. You may
find your meditation periods shorter.

12. Power surges: All of a sudden you are heated from head to toe. It
is a momentary sensation, but uncomfortable. In contrast, some people
have felt inexplicably cold. I have experienced both. More recently I
experience waves or currents of energy rolling through me. Sometimes
the energy seems so intense when it first comes into my body that I
feel a little nauseated. But if I think of the energy as divine and
let go of fear, I feel wonderful and enjoy the sensation. If you are
an energy worker, you may have noticed that the heat running through
your hands has increased tremendously. This is good. Advice: If you
are uncomfortable, ask your Higher Power, that if it be for your best
and highest good, to turn down/up the temperature a bit.

13. A range of physical manifestations: Headaches, backaches, neck
pains, flu-like symptoms (this is called vibrational flu), digestive
problems, muscular spasms or cramps, racing heartbeat, chest pains,
changes in sexual desire, numbness or pain in the limbs, and
involuntary vocalizations or bodily movements. Some of us have even
had old conditions from childhood reappear briefly for healing.
Advice: Remember what I said about seeking medical help if you need
it! If you have determined that this is not a medical condition, relax
in the realization that it is only temporary.

14. Looking younger. Yippee! As you clear emotional issues and release
limiting beliefs and heavy baggage from the past, you are actually
lighter. Your frequency is higher. You love yourself and life more.
You begin to resemble the perfect you that you really are.

15. Vivid dreams. Sometimes the dreams are so real that you wake up
confused. You may even have lucid dreams in which you are in control.
Many dreams may be mystical or carry messages for you. And in some
dreams, you just know that you are not "dreaming" -- that what is
happening is somehow real. Advice: You will remember what is important
for you to remember. Don't force anything. Above all, stay out of

16. Events that completely alter your life: death, divorce, change in
job status, loss of home, illness, and/or other catastrophes --
sometimes several at once! Forces that cause you to slow down,
simplify, change, re-examine who you are and what your life means to
you. Forces that you cannot ignore. Forces that cause you release your
attachments. Forces that awaken your sense of love and compassion for

17. A desire to break free from restrictive patterns, life-draining
jobs consumptive lifestyles, and toxic people or situations. You feel
a compelling need to "find yourself" and your life purpose -- now! You
want to be creative and free to be who you really are. You might find
yourself drawn to the arts and nature. You want to unclutter yourself
from things and people that no longer serve you. Advice: Do it!

18. Emotional and mental confusion: A feeling that you need to get
your life straightened out--it feels like a mess. But at the same time
you feel chaotic and unable to focus. See #45. Advice: Put your ear to
your heart and your own discernment will follow.

19. Introspection, solitude and loss of interest in more extroverted
activities: This stage has come as a surprise to many extraverts who
formerly saw themselves as outgoing and involved. They say, "I don't
know why, but I don't like to go out as much as before."

20. Creativity bursts: Receiving images, ideas, music, and other
creative inspirations at an often overwhelming rate. Advice: At least
record these inspirations, for Spirit is speaking to you about how you
might fulfill your purpose and contribute to the healing of the

21. A perception that time is accelerating. It seems that way because
you have had so many changes introduced into your life at an
unprecedented rate. The number of changes seems to be growing. Advice:
Breaking your day up into appointments and time segments increases the
sense of acceleration .You can slow time down by relaxing into the
present moment and paying attention to what's at hand, not
anticipating what's ahead. Slow down and tell yourself that you have
plenty of time. Ask your Higher Power to help you. Keep your focus on
the present. Try to flow from one activity to the next. Stay tuned to
your inner guidance. You can also warp time by asking for it. Next
time you feel rushed, say, "Time warp, please. I need some more time
to -----." Then relax.

22. A sense of impendingness. There is a feeling that something is
about to happen. This can create anxiety. Advice: There is nothing to
worry about. Things are definitely happening, but anxiety only creates
more problems for you. All your thoughts -- positive or negative-- are
prayers. There is nothing to fear.

23. Impatience. You know better, but sometimes you can't help it. You
want to get on with what seems to be coming your way. Uncertainty is
not comfortable. Advice: Learn to live with the uncertainty, knowing
that nothing comes to you until you are ready. Impatience is really a
lack of trust, especially trust in your Higher Power. When you focus
on the present, you will experience miracles -- yes, even in traffic.

24. A deep yearning for meaning, purpose, spiritual connection, and
revelation. Perhaps an interest in the spiritual for the first time in
your life. "Constant craving", as k.d. lang says. The material world
cannot fulfill this longing. Advice: Follow your heart and the way
will open up for you.

25. A feeling that you are somehow different. A disquieting sense that
everything in your life feels new and altered, that you have left your
old self behind. You have. You are much greater than you can possibly
imagine. There is more to come.

26. "Teachers" appear everywhere with perfect timing to help you on
your spiritual journey: people, books, movies, events, Mother Nature,
etc. Teachers may appear to be negative or positive when you are
trapped in polarity thinking, but, from a transcendent perspective,
they are always perfect. Just what you need to learn from and move on.
By the way, we never get more than we are ready to master. Each
challenge presents us with an opportunity to show our mastery in
passing through it.

27. You find a spiritual track that makes sense to you and "speaks to
you" at the most profound levels. Suddenly you are gaining a
perspective that you would never have considered before. You hunger to
know more. You read, share with others, ask questions, and go inside
to discover more about who you are and why you are here

28. You are moving through learning and personal issues at a rapid
pace. You sense that you are "getting it" quite readily. Advice: Keep
remembering that things will come to you when they are ready to be
healed. Not sooner. Deal with whatever comes up with courage and you
will move through the issues rapidly.

29. Invisible presences. Here is the woo-woo stuff. Some people report
feeling surrounded by beings at night or having the sensation of being
touched or talked to. Often they will wake with a start. Some also
feel their body orbed vibrate. The vibrations are caused by energetic
changes after emotional clearing has taken place. Advice: This is a
sensitive topic, but you may feel better blessing your bed and space
around it before you sleep. I rest assured that I am surrounded only
by the most magnificent spiritual entities and am always safe in God's
care. Sometimes, however, the fear gets to me, and I call in Archangel
Michael and/or Archangel Uriel. I don't beat myself up for being
afraid sometimes. I forgive myself for not always sovereign at 3:00

30. Portents, visions, "illusions", numbers, and symbols: Seeing
things that have spiritual importance for you. Noticing how numbers
appear synchronistically in your awareness. Everything has a message
if you take the time to look. I enjoy the experience of "getting the
messages." What fun!

31. Increased integrity: You realize that it is time for you to seek
and speak your truth. It suddenly seems important for you to become
more authentic, more yourself. You may have to say "no" to people whom
you have tried to please in the past. You may find it intolerable to
stay in a marriage or job or place that doesn't support who you are.
You may also find there is nowhere to hide, no secrets to keep
anymore. Honesty becomes important in all your relationships. Advice:
Listen to your heart. If your guidance tells you not to do something,
speak up and take action. Say "no". Likewise, you must also say "yes"
to that which compels you. You must risk displeasing others without
guilt in order to attain spiritual sovereignty.

32. Harmony with seasons and cycles: You are becoming more tuned to
the seasons, the phases of the moon and natural cycles. More awareness
of your place in the natural world. A stronger connection to the

33. Electrical and mechanical malfunctions: When you are around,
lightbulbs flicker, the computer locks up, or the radio goes haywire.
Advice: Call on your angels, guides, or Grace Elohim to fix it or put
up a field of protection of light around the machine. Surround your
car with bluelight. Laugh.

34. Increased synchronicity and many small miracles. Look for more of
these. Advice: Synchronistic events tell you if you are heading in the
right direction or making the correct choices. Honor these clues and
you cannot go astray. Spirit uses synchronicity to communicate to you.
That's when you begin to experience daily miracles. See #30.

35. Increased intuitive abilities and altered states of consciousness:
Thinking of someone and immediately hearing from them. More
synchronicities. Having sudden insights about patterns or events from
the past. Clairvoyance, out-of-body experiences, and other psychic
phenomena. Intensified sensitivity and knowing. Awareness of one's
essence and that of others. Channeling angelic and
Christ-consciousness energies.

36. Communication with Spirit. Contact with angels, spirit guides, and
other divine entities. Channeling. More and more people seem to be
given this opportunity. Feeling inspiration and downloading
information that takes form as writing, painting, ideas,
communications, dance, etc.

37. A sense of Oneness with all. A direct experience of this
Wholeness. Transcendent awareness. Being flooded with compassion and
love for all life. Compassionate detachment or unconditional love for
all is what lifts us up to higher levels of consciousness and joy.

38. Moments of joy and bliss. A deep abiding sense of peace and
knowing that you are never alone.

39. Integration: You become emotionally, psychologically, physically,
and spiritually stronger and clearer. You feel as if you are in
alignment with your Higher Self.

40. Living your purpose: You know you are finally doing what you came
to earth for. New skills and gifts are emerging, especially healing
ones. Your life/work experiences are now converging and starting to
make sense. You are finally going to use them all. Advice: Listen to
your heart. Your passion leads you to where you must go. Go within and
ask your Higher Power, "What is it you would have me do?" Watch for
synchronicities. Listen.

41. Feeling closer to animals and plants. To some people, animals now
seem to be more "human" in their behavior. Wild animals are less
afraid. Plants respond to your love and attention more than ever. Some
may even have messages for you.

42. Seeing beings of other dimensions. The veil between dimensions is
thinner, so it is not surprising. Just stay in your sovereignty. You
are more powerful than you can ever imagine, so do not entertain fear.
Ask your guides for help if you slip into fear.

43. Seeing a person's true form or seeing loved ones with a different
face -- past life or parallel life.

44. Physically manifesting thoughts and desires more quickly and
efficiently. Advice: Monitor your thoughts. All thoughts are prayers.
Be careful what you ask for.

45. Left -brain fogginess. Your psychic abilities, your intuitive
knowing, your feeling and compassion, your ability to experience your
body, your visioning, your expressiveness all emanate from the right
brain. In order for this side of the brain to develop more fully, the
left brain must shut down a little bit. Normally the left-hemisphere's
capacity for order, organization, structure, linear sequencing,
analysis, evaluation, precision, focus, problem-solving, and
mathematics dominate our often less-valued right brain. What results
are memory lapses, placing words in the wrong sequence, inability or
no desire to read for very long, inability to focus; forgetting what
you are just about to say; impatience with linear forms of
communication (audio or written formats); a feeling of spaciness,
being scattered; losing interesting research or complex information;
feeling bombarded with words and talk and information; and a
reluctance to write. Sometimes you feel dull and have no interest in
analysis, lively intellectual discussion, or investigation. On the
other hand, you might find yourself drawn to the sensate: videos,
magazines with photos, beautiful artwork, movies, music, sculpting,
painting, being with people, dancing, gardening, walking, and other
kinesthetic forms of expression. You may search for spiritual content,
even science fiction. Advice: You may discover that if you allow your
heart and your right brain to lead you, the left will then be
activated appropriately to support you. And someday we will be
well-balanced, using both hemispheres with mastery.

46. Dizziness. This occurs when you are ungrounded. Perhaps you have
just cleared a big emotional issue and your body is adjusting to your
"lighter" state. Advice: Ground yourself by eating protein. Sometimes
"comfort food" feels right. Don't make any food right or wrong for
you. Use your guidance to know what you need at any given moment. Take
your shoes off and put your feet in the grass for a couple of minutes.

47. Falling, having accidents, breaking bones. Your body is not
grounded or perhaps your life is out of balance. Or your body may be
telling you to slow down, examine certain aspects of your life, or
heal certain issues. There is always a message. When I recently broke
my ankle, I understand that my ankle was taking on what I myself
refused to deal with. And that was all of the above. Advice: Stay
grounded by taking your shoes off and putting your feet in the grass;
even better, lie down on the grass without a blanket under you. Feel
the earth beneath you. Get out in nature. Slow down and pay attention.
Be mindful about what you are doing. Feel your feelings when they come
up. Stay in the present. Surround yourself with blue light when you
are feeling shaky.

48. Heart palpitations. A racing heart usually accompanies a heart
opening. It only lasts for a few moments and means that the heart is
re-balancing itself after an emotional release. I had one episode that
terrified me: I woke up in the middle of the night, my heart pounding.
I thought it was going to come right out of my chest. It only happened
once and was, I understand, a huge heart-chakra opening. But I did
check it out. There is nothing wrong with my heart. Advice: Remember
what I said about getting medical attention when needed. Consult your
doctor about any conditions you are not comfortable with.

49. Faster hair and nail growth. More protein is being used in the
body. Too bad we can't tell the body where to grow the hair and where
not to grow it. (Or can we? Hmmm.)

50. A desire to find your soulmate or twin flame. More than ever
before, the idea that we can have a relationship that matches who we
are seems more desirable. Advice: The truth is, we have to be the kind
of person we want to attract. We have to love ourselves and where we
are right now before we can attract a more "perfect" mate. The work
begins at home. Here is how I think it works: Hold the desire for this
person in your heart, but without attachment. Expect that someday you
will meet someone who is more suited to you, but let go of any
expectations as to who this will be and how it will happen. Focus
instead on cleaning up your own life and being the kind of person you
want to be. Be happy now. Enjoy your life. Then you may see.....

51. Memories surface. Body memories, suppressed memories, images of
past lives and/or parallel lives. We are healing and integrating all
our "selves", so expect to have some of these experiences. Advice.
Keep in mind that it is best to recall what only what comes to mind,
leave the rest alone, don't analyze everything to death (because you
will be stuck in the tape loop of infinite issues to process), and
feel your feelings as they come up. Ask for help from your guides.